me, moi, you, toi
saddest girl ever torturing herself with the music she loves but now makes her cry. everything reminds her of him. she doesn’t want to let go. she never did.
(Source: Spotify)
even after everything you’ve done, I’m still the only one who wants to give this a real chance. my life is a mess right now. it makes me sick that you can just walk away and give up everything, yet say you still want to be with me in the future. you say you are “just doing the right thing.” How is this right? How is this right at all when you and I are supposed to be together? My heart is tired and hurting and tired of hurting. This week will be my first birthday without you around.
I feel awful. Lonelier than ever. Depressed. Hating the East coast now more than ever. I want to run away.
did you ever feel so lonely? like no one truly gives a shit? did you ever cry for an entire night straight? feeling as though you are truly alone in the world? all I have is myself. animals bring me a happiness that I can’t explain. maybe it’s because I know they are the only ones who really know how to love unconditionally, just like myself. I am not saying I am better than others, but I know how to love and treat people.
aka: I’m going back to California as soon as possible and dedicating my life to saving animals (in particular dogs) PEACE OUT “friends” of Philadelphia and Lancaster
Amy Winehouse I love you more than you’ll ever know LIVE (Inédit RARE) (by Onlymusicmusique)
truth…
Utah is beautiful but I have no medical marijuana and I am slowly going insane. Spending this much time by myself is interesting, I spend way too much time alone as it is (even back home) Currently wanting: a hug, a kiss, cuddles, my dog and a big fat joint. GIMME iT NOW. Oh I just want some loving. I just want to be loved.
The wild horses of Chincoteague and Assateague really are something to be seen - been there done that but you really should try to go :)!
I think I may do this for my birthday!
(via kaiyaspain)
